Earlier this year I have seen The Red Hot Chili Peppers, AudioSlave, Seether, hockey, and a play in NYC. I also have went to the worlds best search engine marketing confrence, and visited one of the worlds top marketers in his office.

So friday I just went to see the White Stripes, who were awesome. In early December I am going to see Noam Chomsky. I feel I always need something on the horizon to look forward to.

I am scared of doing things as I am unsure of what to do after its over. Almost everything I have ever done has been a letdown because life makes sense that way. I actually have a few ties which may make me an extremely successful economically. I have met some girls that I have really liked.

I think though, for the sake of simplicity, I will continually reject both. Life is simple, life makes sense when nothing does.

Thus I can ignore the presant and pretend I have something to look forward to. Anticipation
Noam Chomsky